Now with less sugar!

Ashley: "You two should get married and have children." Andy's Dad mentioned something about children last Sunday when I was still half awake sipping at boiling coffee in their back yard. I so don't want them. I am selfish and as lame ast it sounds I wouldn't want to split the attention. I want her to myself. Plus it's freedom - I don't want to surrender it. At least not now. But how fun would it be to say "Take the next week off, we're going somewhere!" and travel. Bill's words were something to the effect of "You say that now, but that will change."

Bill also mentioned how someone has had a hard time with a college math course. I am in the exact same boat. Same amount of times! How funny is that?

This week I had two dreams that stand out. I had another tooth dream on Monday (Sunday night? meh it's fuzzy now). As I look back it was probably anxiety about the work week. I have several large projects started that need to be completed. To top it off Karen asked me to help her move in two weeks. Moving things sucks, especially when it's not your own stuff. I was suckered into doing it last week (or the week before?) "It's just a TV and a sofa. It'll take about an hour." and it turned out to be a whole fucking truck load. Stairs are evil. However the day Karen wants to do it is on Father's day. I've asked to help on Saturday. I should be a willing worker...

Last night's dream involved me putting a video of myself masturbating on my website where Andy found it and promptly showed it to everyone. It was a dream in 3rd person like a reality show. The strange thing was I didn't find out indirectly from other people but directly as I walked through the neighborhood in Seattle where I grew up. Think of American Pie but with Reality film crew. Weird.

I haven't checked my snail mail in a long time and good thing I did. It was packed. I check it infrequently because all that comes is junk mail. All of the important things are paid online. The good news is that I got a letter all the way from Deutschland. It made my day.

My bed awaits. Happy Friday!